I'm feeling very unmotivated these days. I probably need a bit more structure in my life than what I currently have, which would be none. Too much time? Is that even possible. It occurs to me that the real issue is that I'm beating myself up (again) for choosing to do not much of anything. I should cut myself some slack and just enjoy having time to do whatever I want and if that whatever turns out to be nothing I should enjoy it just the same.
The other side of that coin is that I'm not feeling fulfilled. And that side of the coin has some negative consequences that I'd rather not deal with. Time to get inspired. I miss feeling passionate about something... anything. I have several projects that need my attention, I just haven't been able to focus enough to dive in.
Thankfully I have been blessed with family and friends who are patient with me. I wish I could treat myself as good as they treat me. I'm learning though and am confident that I can get to a place where I value myself and love myself the way the universe does.
I have much to offer. I need to start offering it to myself. :)
