It's All Good

Spent an entire week at the beach with my family.  It was fabulous.  We rented our favorite beach house which is located right on the beach in Oceanside, CA.  The weather was perfect, the ocean was cold and the days of relaxing with my kids and grandkids, priceless.

I'm almost through the divorce process.  Some business loose ends to tie up and paperwork to straighten out and of course claiming the rest of my personal property from my old house.  My ex feels the need to hold my things hostage as a last ditch effort on perhaps exerting some control over me.  I really don't know what his deal is and I honestly don't care other than I want my things and I intend to claim them one way or another.  It bothered me until a few days ago.  Now, I've gained a new perspective and I mostly am above the fight.  It's nice to be able to have other things to care about.

I'm short on money, not having much luck finding a job and my belongings are scattered all over the valley, graciously being stored by various friends and family.  This used to stress me out, but not so much anymore.  I'm o.k. with things being as they are, with me being as I am.  Somehow I always have enough.  Enough money to pay my bills, enough food to fill my plate, enough friendship to comfort me and enough love to soothe my soul.

My life these days is so different than before and it is so much more than it was, so much better.  Getting here was a bit of a trial but the part of the journey that got me to this place I'm at today was so worth it.  I'm excited about where life is going to take me, eager to see what's around the bend and happy with it all.

I am blessed.  :)