Hello world, I'm back. At least I think I am.
After a tumultuous beginning half of the year and an emotional roller coaster that I'm none too keen on ever riding again, I think I have found my way back to groundedness and balance. PHEW!
For those of you who were subjected to my rants and venomous tirades, here, on other social networking sites, and alas some of you in person, I understand any discomfort you may have felt. In the past I would have apologized for my verbalization, but I've grown out of that limiting place. I'm not sorry for the way I felt, I no longer apologize for my feelings, rather I own them and embrace them. I'm not sorry for voicing my comments because I've matured into a place where I believe my voice is my own and I am allowed to say whatever I choose. I'm not sorry for using the tools of blogging or facebook, etc. to share my words (negative as they may have been) because in doing so I was able to move away from that dark pit of despair I found myself in earlier this year. Speaking up, typing out my venom, sharing my negative thoughts, was a ladder out of that pit.
I'm proud of myself for finding a way to move forward. I'm back in a happy place. Happy to have my happy back. I am very grateful for my wonderful friends and family who are seeing me through the rough patches. I am hopeful and excited for my new future. I know my path will lead me to wonderful experiences and my life will be fuller and more fun than ever.
I am loved :)
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